FUCK!

If I had a choice I would have tattoo's all over
and Piercings
But when is enough enough
where is that boundry line
People expect to much

and.. if I want to go to my profession
I would be going overboard

Or if I had it my way I would do anything

Then what I put down as what I wasn't thinking
In reality - wasn't what I was really thinking at all

If I was to read this
I would be thinking in that judgemental way
and wouldn't get anything out of it
"I" have to look at things a different way
Or I don't know where I stand
Until I can
Is the day that I'll be free
Be free
Free from me

I need to break through to actually thinking
or I'll remained stuck
in this lame life of mine
I don't want to stay here forever
I want to go somewhere
Not actually have to physically going, in a sense
That I feel that I've made it!
I want to be someone
Then I am stuck right now

I need to break out of myself

I need to be happy

I need to have that feeling that everything is going to be alright

EVERYTHING THING WILL BE FINE

So I can go on living
Actually living

What kind of life is it?
To be trapped - empty

I need to feel something
I Can't always be Cold or Dead
Or can I just walk around like a corpse forever
FUCK!